woohoo... i just bought myself a new camera.. my first DECENT camera.. *grin*.. i'm just so happy.. finally i dun have to rely on others all of the time for pics.. i can take my own.... yippee.. can't stop smiling when i think about how much fun i'll have taking pictures of unsuspecting ppl.. muahahaha...

my internet is screwed at the moment.. it keeps acting up.. and i'm so pissed off.. cos it's so hard to surf the net now.. can just log on for brief moments.. then it'll go off again and again..

school hols now.. am just so tired.. me want a proper holiday.. to some where for a long time. and i dun have to think about work.. but that won't be for a while yet me thinks...

my aunt n cousin was here a few days ago.. how time flies.. they're from singapore and i haven't seen them in 10 years me thinks.. that's a long time..everyone has grown up already.. which is inevitable.. but it does make me wonder where time went.. i didn't realise it had been ten years already.. the last time there was a reunion one of my cousins was still with us.. and now he's in a better place.. but still it showed me that time does fly way too fast.. there will be a reunion of sorts in singapore next year due to one of the other cousins is getting married.. first cousin to officially get married..

kuen cheng is going co-ed.. which is good in a way.. cos being a girl's school has alienated it a lot from the public.. oh well.. hopefully the changes will give it a change that it needs.. also they are rebuilding part of the buildings.. or fully .. i dunno.. if so then i'll have to be armed with my camera and go take pics before it gets rebuilt.. cos the old buildings are quite memorable..

man utd are 5 points clear!!! woo hoo!!!

ok just needed to get tht out of my system...

am on a long weekend hol at the mo.. am trying to relax and take it easy.. but it's just not happening...

i dun like hols tho.. gives me too much time to think about things that are happening ard me.. things i do not wish to think about.. and some of those things scare me too..

went to watch Screwed.. had my opinion of it.. some of it was good.. some was not.. i'll write more about it in the future maybe..

did so much teaching this weekend.. makes me wonder if this is supposed to be my career path.. i dunno.. damn.. i wanna travel.. i dun wanna be stuck at a job for the rest of my life.. i want to go to London.. whether with the UK malaysia exchange.. or on my own... just for the fun of it.. to relax and have a holiday...

anyway.. short entry... till later..

there are lots of things to be said about a lot of things.. but words sometimes fail me.. i feel like i'm just going from bad to worse in every little thing i do.. it just feels so different from when i was in uni.. i felt like anything tht came in adult life would be a challenge and that i'd overcome it all.. but that was fantasy.. now it's reality.. damn.. life sucks at times..

y does life suck.. the amount i am paying out rite now is horrendous.. fix my car .. RM 1900... change tyres .. RM 750.. replace comp parts due to lightning strike.. RM 500 plus.. *sigh* all my money gone..

this year seems to be a bad year for me.. i've been disappointed in more things than one.. and each disappointment has been a hard hit.. and it's getting harder to stand up again and get on with things.. i am beginning to see why things have become the way they have.. and what i have done to contribute to these things.. but it's still hard to change.. it takes effort and whether i want to put in that effort or not..

on to slightly better things.. cloudbreak meeting went well.. i still wanna go.. damn.. why wasn't i chosen..it's a bitter pill to swallow.. but am gonna work hard at it.. and still give my best and hope for the best in the end.. =)

u would never guess what happened to my pencil case/handphone.. it flew off my car.. never to be seen again... it was all my stupid stupid fault.. i forgot about it and left it on my car.. and drove off... it fell off and by the time i realised.. it was too late already.. *sigh*.. lost a handphone.. thank God can get back the sim card from digi.. .it had RM 300 ringgit on it..

so yeps.. thus the trend of losing phones goes on.. *sigh* second one in 2 years.. i know it's not a record but still...

this is like the third time i've actually signed in (in three days that is) and yet i still feel malas to write anything.. but here goes..

CNY went by so fast.. i really felt like i hardly celebrated it at all to be perfectly honest..i went to melaka for a few hours.. back to seremban on the same day.. then that's it.. CNY visiting folks was over.. went to Gin Chee's house as is our 'custom' now.. but apart from that i didn't feel like there was anything to celebrate about.. it almost meant nothing to me anymore.. like when we were kids.. CNY meant getting money.. CNY meant the gathering of family members and meeting cousins from ard the globe.. but now.. it's more like getting insulted by my uncle.. who thinks that i'm useless at my job and that i should be looking for better opportunities elsewhere.. this coming from the uncle with 2 high school drop outs as kids.. hmmm .. so yet another CNY went by.. and it's now the year of the piggy.. another cycle is coming to an end.. oh well..

so yeps.. last sunday (which coincidently was the 15th day of CNY) i met up with su n yeejia to watch Ah Steve after seeing so much promotion for it.. so we went with kinda high hopes.. i must say i was kinda disappointed that there was so little movement.. very very minimalistic.. which made it kinda boring... and to top it off.. one side of me a photographer was clicking away the whole time.. and on the other side of me.. this guy fell asleep.. and how do i definately know he was asleep... well he was SNORING... and to top it off.. he woke the first time.. watched a bit more.. then fell asleep AGAIN.. i couldn't believe it .. that made it seem so much funnier.. but generally.. the play was quite well written.. tho the issue was finally spoken aloud a bit late.. but good job overall for giving it a go..

gosh i wish i could be a kid again.. just to be carefree and the only major thing i would have to worry about is exams.. or if i were in uni.. just passing the units.. and having fun at the same time.. i now realise how much working sucks the life out of most ppl.. that everything becomes just routine.. and boring.. oh well.. other oppourtunities beckon.. =)